Twin Flames
There is a lot of talk about “Twin Flames” especially in the Spiritual community. . . Everyone seems to have one? I don’t want to say anyone is wrong but there are a lot of love connections and none is above or below the other in status but they are very different. You can be in love but you do not have to label that as knowing your “Twin Flame”... Let me tell you a Karmic relationship such as Twin flames are not all rosy it’s extreme and it makes you crazy at least from my experience…
Astrologically I can tell if two people are suppose to connect some aspects are stronger than others... But you have free will and can decide at any given time to change courses/paths.
Soul Mates - Well this is a more harmonious blend! You are likely to compliment each other well. Twin Flames from my perspective are two of the same and yet different - The Masculine and the Feminine.
Twin Flames - So there is a lot of talk about what they are and how to tell if you found your “Twin Flame”... All I can do is tell you from my experience
How a Dream turned into Reality!
-Dreams come true, or Do they?
For Months, I had been having strange dreams of a man, in various countries, Scenarios, situations and themes but all the time this man would appear in my dream…
At first, I just labeled it as weird and then before bed I’d ask things like what does he do, his hobbies his likes? Again I had a dream of being at a Zoo and a photographer man “The Man” would follow me around taking pictures…
So I guess he not only loved wildlife, animals but also Photography. This was true of My if you can call it “Twin Flame”, He was obsessed with the outdoors, wildlife, photography… I even had a dream of him climbing a mountain and his hand popped out of his socket and he fell off the mountain, shortly after being with him he in fact, climbed Kilimanjaro, However he thankfully did not fall or severely damage himself, but he did break both feet prior to going to Africa and his limbs always pop out? Strange aye.
After a while, the dreams were all very samey and never was I ever to see his eyes, only that he had piercings (distinctive) and the style of clothing…
I asked why I was dreaming of this man and when will I meet him. So a week before we initially met, I was working my usual shift at a Bar that I was working at the time, he would come in with a DSLR Camera (Just as in my other dreams) and ask for the manager and we sorta stared at each other and I’ll wake up… I had the same dream for a week.
Sure enough… Just as in my dream, He walked in and everything down to his mannerisms was exact! I kinda pointed towards the manager, it was the strangest feeling… I knew him, yet I didn't really and I had to go round the back to pinch myself, I was certain i was going crazy.
So Mystery Dream Man Shows up in Real life!
So initially other than the crazy connection I felt he didn’t strike me as “My type” as in he was quite the “Ladies man” if you catch my drift and that to me is not a desirable… But sure enough, I agreed to meet him outside of work hours and we talked for hours and hours and it was very magical - It was so strange, magical it was a lot like a fairytale.
But then as with all Twin Flames… A lot of things arise from within, the connection is intense, it’s powerful, it’s confusing and it really doesn’t make sense. A lot of past issues surface. And so in comes the pain! But there is so much love there that it really doesn’t make sense. It’s hard for me to explain… It feels a lot like your going to burst and I am a very analytical thinker but his Man made me so emotional, not that he was being mean or anything just the energy was so very intense it consumed me.
A lot of psychics, as I cannot read for myself and I thoroughly enjoy a reading had told me I have met my Twin Flame and blah blah… I shuffled my own cards and automatically I saw how it was going to end. There would be a “friend” of his and naturally he will gravitate towards her through mutual interests “Travel” and then we would soon after come to an end.
We sure enough, did come to an end! Exactly as I had foreseen. There was not a logical or real reason as to why it ended… But he for sure was scared by what the relationship meant for him, and naturally as most Twins do they RUN… I could tell he was honestly confused and torn but at the same time he had a vision for his life and I was not apart of that… But as All Aquarius or Twin Flames they will never close the door completely.
I reached out several times as a friend but I can tell it’s distant and So I myself have closed that chapter in my life. They often say you can go back and forth in this kind of relationship. If someone wants to be in your life they will be.
So that was my sad Twin Flame story… Do I believe he was my Twin Flame? I mean sure all the signs were there and I did learn a lot from my time with him… But could I go back to that - I’m not sure that I could, I think the moving on so quickly makes me think It wasn’t real, and yet we all heal in different ways.. But the pain i felt I do not think I could survive a round two… That’s no exaggeration.
They say when your Twin Runs it’s the most painful feeling to be felt. It literally felt like a death, a real literal death… I’ve been upset over boys before, but this was 3000 times worse, My body was literally hurting, something inside me died! I would not wish it on anyone ever… It did make me suicidal for a little while and I swear it thundered and rained for weeks! Alas the pain turned into a numbness I tried my best to detached spiritually to stop the connection. . . I forgot to mention we was psychically connected I could feel him and him me, It was strange - not sure that happens with everyone (Twin flame couples) but with what I do and me being who I am, It could just be my own ability.
And a year and a half later… I have dated a few guys all really amazing and sweet guys, but I’m just back to being me! Happy go lucky! Content in myself and sure open to something new if it comes along.
Spirit has led me in talking about this I feel, I’m seeing “Twin Flame” sage everywhere… and although they tell me that there is someone new on the horizon and I guess I’m looking forward to that a Soul Mate connection… They are also warning me that my Twin may try to come back into my life? I honestly don’t see this happening but I guess I shouldn’t doubt what they say. I think I’ve suffered enough and if we connect it will ever only be as friends - in case anyone I know reads this and is thinking I've lost my mind - I’m excited for new things and new adventures… The past is the past & I intend on leaving it there =)
So to sum up Twin Flames/Karmic Relationships=Magic but so much CHAOS! It’s intense, passionate and out of this world but it’s like a rollercoaster… Soul Mates = Bliss! Easier and a lot more compassion involved.
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