WHATS GOING ON WITH ME!>?

What’s been happening with my process in doing readings?

I’d like to just state that I am by no means a spiritual reader for everyone and far from it. My methods are advancing and changing as i grow and to be honest it is a little scary. Some of you may have noticed that I am changing my services and completely getting rid of other services. . . fear not I love what I do and will continue to offer readings to all that want them.

18 year old me, that’s somewhat 10 years ago now, I was a Tarot reader, a very intuitive reader but I understood the concepts of the cards and associated my own meanings to them - some of which are not what you read in the books of tarot. Nonetheless, some of you may also know that when I was little I would have the ability to see, speak and interact with beings that adults could not see. As I have grown or should I say “growing”, I get impressions, flashes, scenes, images, symbols shown to me, sometimes I hear words, songs, feel things, all of which can be draining on me because it’s figuring out what's real, what's me and what is that in which spirit is telling me.

So what’s going on now?

I have been experiencing a sense of not being present when doing readings for clients, let me explain what I mean “present”. It’s as if I step back and spirit steps forward inside of my mind and my being. This is new to me, well fairly I have had moments where I lose a few seconds here and there but now it’s by far extending to minutes stretching to an hour...

The Issue I am facing is I’ve always remembered clients and all that I spoke about the next day, and even into the next couple of days, and sure I guess you can put it down to the fact I have had more clients and as such my memory is foggy. But I am someone who will remember the smallest of things in my personal life that happened months even years ago… So why am I forgetting things?

It’s been a slow thing, but it has now caught my attention. You see when I channel or let’s say perform a reading It’s as if now, more than ever, that spirit kind of steps in and does it for me. It’s like a meditative trance-like state, difficult to find the words to describe what It is that I mean. And sure I pull cards but it’s completely not fully in my awareness it kind of feels automatic.

I love to be available to answer everyone's questions after a reading but if I am honest the entire reading is now becoming a mystery to me, I do not for the life of me remember what was even said it’s almost like a dream, you know by the time your having breakfast you have a slight knowing of what it was about but by the time you finished breakfast it feels like this far away cannot quite grab it type feeling or concept.

So now it’s taking me 10 times longer to get back to everyone because I have to then exert myself into the same state of which is pulling on my energy. Unless you are a reader yourself I don’t think people can quite comprehend the level of which it takes to connect with your energy… I laugh now because I realise this all sounds “woo-woo” and or “new-agey” but it’s true, I get that it’s not the same exhaustion as someone who works a physically draining job, like building, construction and well, fill in the blank… But it is tiring, mentally, emotionally, spiritually and physically… I become you, I see through you, I see where it is that you're going the 100’s of possible outcomes of the situation you're in, and how certain choices have led you here… And at the same time, My job is not to tell you how to live, what choices to make, that is up to you, it’s your life, your experience, I simply want to guide you and help you through life.

So spirit speaks to me or through me in different ways depending on the client. Sometimes they are symbolic, sometimes direct, sometimes they word things a way to get you thinking… I’m trying to work a way where I can snap out of it to decode for you, but once I'm in it I find it hard to snap out until it’s done. The universe is speaking to us all, always, it’s up to you to notice these patterns, things and signs it’s there as a way to help you but like most of us, the world is fast paced and we check out because we are so caught up with our to-do lists, physical world and we neglect our inner spiritual selves.

It amazes me how people can relate to my youtube predictions because some of it is so cryptic, symbolic, almost in a way it kind of makes you need to decode the entire thing to get your reading - of which I apologise but maybe that’s why so many people can relate because everyone is interpreting it differently.

I have had people ask why they are so short… and the very reason I keep them short is because it takes a lot out of me if I'm honest… To zone into a large group of people to find the similarities going on with each sign. Not only that there are so many readers now, who has the time to sit and listen to a 30 minute reading for their Sun, Moon and rising sign - that’s like one and half hours zapped… Not that there is anything wrong with that in fact, I like to watch them too.

It’s true all of this fascinates me, it is after all my greatest passion. It’s not what I do It is who I am. I guess a part of me is doubting myself because I don’t remember things said, how can I know, I know at the time doing it that it was very real, and well I guess a part of me also is a tad cautious as to not lose myself in spending too much time in you that I forget myself... To live or experience what I am supposed to in this life (the readings and what not is a part of it) and I love to escape up there … Blah, I’m such a Pisces! haha

I guess the purpose of this post it to keep you guys updated as to where my heads at or not at haha.

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Astrology October 13 2014

Astrology October 13  2014

Really positive yet can be a little intense with the energy but positive none the less.

Sun and Mars Sextile for the next couple days giving a lot of extra energy and vavavoom. This energy will be pushing us forward which can feel awkward with all this Libra energy about weighing things up, & Mercury still in a retrograde which is really not allowing us to communicate as effectively as we would like too.

With the moon still in Gemini but moving into Cancer there could still be a lot of questions, but yet our emotions will take over as it enters Cancer but not in an uncomfortable way as the Moon loves to be in the sign of Cancer.

A little more to add on the types of questions and things playing on our minds today will likely be about relationships, romantic or otherwise it’s really going to focus still on that Libra energy. The thing is here we want harmony, we want the right people in our life yet we are still weighing everything up, looking at who we mirror and what we reflect and attract with certain people. What is it we truly want.

Bare in mind the intensity as we are in between Eclipses right now, we just had a full moon Lunar Eclipse and coming up is a Solar Eclipse… To top it off we are getting ready to wrap up all this Libra Energy now and really move into Scorpio now, which will make things a lot deeper, take things deeper, make things deeper - pay attention to how things are moving and the feelings and what’s going on here inside.

There could be a buildup of tension, the key is to be positive and change your perception on things and there is a lot going on in the outside world. It’s about learning how to make yourself happy, dealing with your darker aspects and stop looking outside of your self and really do the work on the inside.

I would really say as we move into Scorpio we are really going to be clearing our self out… Digging deep, and getting to the roots of our fears and hidden hurts and pains. It really will be a transformative period when we go into this Scorpio Energy. Right now still being in Libra it’s more weighing it all out, trying to be fair and just and finding the best ways to get that harmony and balance. In all honesty i do see this as destined shift in the world, and within people… We are either going to wake up and step into our power or really get sucked into this really intense time… Do the work now while the energy is allowing of this. A time to listen and follow your heart.

I know most people cannot be truly alone with them self for longer that half hour - Some even struggle with that… Really get to the bottom of you, who you are, all that you want - I know it can be scary and society has made us feel indifferent, and we are becoming more technological… Break away from that for at least an hour a day and really sit and be with your self.

Are you getting in the way of your own happiness… Trust your inner self, your intuition and your heart. Don’t allow your mind take over - get to the bottom of whatever is occurring with you… It’s not about rising up and out of yourself to find the truth… It is about diving deep within - for you already know what would make you the happiest - it’s about cutting away those fears, facing them head on… As Venus is approaching the North node the Destiny in love and relationships and connections is drawing closer and then we are going to soon be coming into Scorpio - Tick tock guys! Stop avoiding the inevitable and running away from things because soon it really will be endings and beginnings and the death of the old that door slamming shut and that door opening to something new.

Mystery Cards Saturday 04 October 2014

Mystery Cards Saturday 04 October 2014

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Left or Right

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Okay so if you was most drawn to the LEFT then you tonight got Despondence and if you're opted RIGHT you got Workaholic.

If you have not already please check out my Astrology for yesterday & the weekend this will add a little extra to what’s going on.  

The energy again today is that you know how you feel, you're just not sure whether you're ready to act upon it yet! Time is running out you know you have to make the choice. You are trying to be wise about everything, instead think of what will truly make you happy. Here you must not only learn patience but also learn acceptance -Are you just allowing things to be because you feel it’s ‘’best’’ to many wants and desires to be filled it’s just not the right time? When ever is the right time… If you are being presented with an opportunity then take it if it aligns with something that you want - Stop procrastinating over the details. I’m not saying to be foolish, you have thinked things over enough,weighed up both sides and you know what will truly make you happy - the doors will not be open forever my friends. The time is now you have been given advice, are you going to take it? Are you going with your heart of against it? Stop thinking so far ahead… The time is now - do not expect that opportunity to reopen at a later date  (see astrology for more on this).

Despondence - This is a third eye chakra card and it really does symbolises insight. Obstacles are removed today or this weekend when you change your relationship to them.  This could signify an old emotional tie or a current one that no longer serves you. It’s a time to take action - this is your life you need to take control of it… It’s great to help someone else build their dreams but are they helping you build yours. It’s been a while and this is the first time you see clearly - you know what you ‘’should do’’ but will you do it? It’s a time to accept where you are and not to fall victim to it… Instead get up and see that the horizon is pretty positive when you regain your enthusiasm for life rather than going with the flow of things - Time is all we have you won’t get it back.

Workaholic - This again is the people that need to voice, speak up acknowledge their feelings and take action. You guys have no issue taking action, you're always busy, rushing here and there… When was the last time you was just quite. Stop filling your day’s with distraction. The only thing that needs work is you! Stop focusing on meeting the demands of others and do something for you. There are things you want and you shall have when you stop and put the work in the right places/areas of your life. Try getting out of the illusion of, when i get/do/have this… fill in the blank i’ll be happy! Life is happening right now, opportunities are now - stop postponing things because one day you will wake up and you will say ‘’how did i get here’’ life just happens - embrace it all. Take time out to just be you without all the baggage and other stuff =)

I hope these cards kind of give you a little insight to what’s going on with you - I do try to make the relate to as many people as possible. So thank you for sharing and join me again Monday for more of the same <3

Enjoy your weekend x x x

Mystery Cards Revealed- Saturday 27/09/14

Mystery Cards Revealed- Saturday 27/09/14

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Left or Right

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So if you Chose LEFT you got Abundance & if you opted for RIGHT then you got Insecurity

Now the theme based with this one is discovering the truth. Yes i know i keep going on about the truth but honestly it’s in primary message we all need to figure out and work on. Some of us might be wanting to to hold on to something from the past when you actually deserve so much more… It’s about facing facts things are changes great things are opening up and becoming available and with that will come change in the people we mirror.It is a time of commitment and the starting of building those foundations - If you have not already checked out my astrology from Friday give it a read as it will go into the weekends energy & what to expect.

Abundance - So this card belongs to the solar plexus following the path to happiness of which in this card's name will lead you to your desire… Now you might have a choice to make so with this card it is about making the right one, choices are often made in a split second… So try to think before you chose, do not be foolish and even if you have chose something that you might need to sacrifice something else in order to get your desire- it will bring you joy.

& note you can always change course if what you desired no long fits you.

Also with this card it brings up our relationship with money, Money is naturally attracted towards appreciation gratitude. Are you making excuses because of money?

Insecurity - This card is at no surprise a root chakra card, it’s a lower vibration found at the very core of us all. There has all been a time for us where we feel insecure about one thing or another… This card is asking that you go within and find the courage you need to face this. So many of us are focused on everyone else, forever comparing you with others… Well that’s crazy, they are not you, you are you… So why allow others to dictate to you you're worth. Self love is needed here. If you want to move forward you need the courage to be be fearless. This card points to a miraculous change that lies ahead...Life always takes a turn for the better when we face our demons.Nothing is ever given to us if we can never overcome it

Thank you again for sharing - Cards will be up until Monday at 11 am when the new cards go up to choose from - have a beautiful evening & weekend <3

Mystery Cards Revealed- Friday 26/09/14

Mystery Cards Revealed- Friday 26/09/14

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left or Right

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So if you Chose LEFT you got Perseverance & if you opted for RIGHT you got Gratitude.

Now the theme of today if you have not read my Astrology for the day is about letting go of guilt, finding the balance and learning to forgive so you can move forward into these fantastic opportunities that are presenting itself to you… The weekend will be intense but beneficial - & remember the energy vibe is to stay true to yourself and be honest and pay attention to what is happening right now

Perseverance - Now this is a beautiful card and it belongs to the Sacral Chakra. Now this one is linked with guilt but it is a little more uplifting, With this one it is referring to movement and true feelings.  you might find that you're a little more emotional lately that how you usually are, it’s asking you to focus on that which supports you. This emotional state can either inspire or discourage. Are being offered a way to get things back on track?’’Don’t quit before the miracle’’. If your following your truest self you might not realise it but you're in for a surprise stay strong, keep at it because you will regret it if you don't.Seek the balance.

Gratitude - Now this card is a third eye chakra card, which indicates something so profound is going to take place this weekend, so to stay alert. It also signals that you know what you need to do… Forgiveness comes up to play so you can uplight and change your surrounding to make them a more positive place. It is to place your focus upon your intention and not your pain. You are able to raise your awareness, vibration in a way that will help others see things in a new light. This card is about being grateful for all you have, and to let go of all that you lack.. When you do this and you're truly happy watch the magical shift that is going to take place

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Thank you again for sharing - Cards will be up until tomorrow at 11 am when the new cards go up to choose from - have a beautiful evening & weekend <3

-Signs & Meanings- Dragonflies/Damselflies

-Signs & Meanings-

Dragonfly/Damselfly

‘’These are beautiful omens to receive they show that there is a realization to the magical power that you have. There is a transformation coming and it will be one in which you can handle. An Awakening from within your hidden power and potential coming to light. Something magical is going to take place. Maybe Faeries are at work.’’ Askalittlewitch.com

Dragonflies and Damselflies are magical creatures. They are the perfect symbol of going between worlds, They start off in the water and rise to the sky. They can change direction instantaneously, flying up, down, left, right and backwards. Their wings are magical, iridescent as they capture the light and sparkle. It has the ability to see things from all angles, and the bringer of visions. It is a great symbol of balance.

I believe these amazing creature are telling us to be conscious of our thoughts as they are what are creating our reality in which we live in. The Dragonflies remind us that the physical reality in which we live in is not all that is available to us. This could be an awakening to see beyond.