Living through Death

Death is immensity, the finality of something that ceased to exist… But all because you cannot physically see them, touch them, speak to or hear them it does not mean they are gone.

When a child loses a parent they hold within them a piece of that person, their blood is your blood, you have (hopefully) years of stories and memories and by remembering who they are, by knowing them and that feeling that is felt at the leaving of their body, you know just how lucky you are to have known someone who has impacted your life the way that they have, to feel what you feel is love and that is more than anyone can ever ask for.

It’s my belief that nothing dies it simply changes forms. . . And by remembering they live on through you. Spirit is with us we are energy and yes you may not be able to physically speak to them, see them in the physical form but they are with you, surrounding you, guiding you, so pay attention, remember them and be wowed at how life has a way of showing you they are walking right along beside you.

Death is immensity, it’s all consuming but when things have run their course the only step is change, try not to be selfish in wanting to hold onto someone/something when it’s their time, they have the right to transition to what's next for them - I know that it feels unfair, it feels a lot like abandonment, and believe me I know a lot about abandonment, but you never lose them, they have and are a part of who you are, be allowing for them and live on in memory of them.

You should always live for you and not for everyone else. Yes it’s true some people are taken far too young, to early, too soon, but there is never a right or perfect time for change, it simply is and it happens - but I am a fond believer that the universe never gives us anything that we cannot handle, even when we feel like we cannot, we do, it's a test of strength of courage and it leaves its mark with us/on us in helping us become who we want to be.

Death is not the end it is just a new beginning.

Be a lighthouse! Shine even in the darkest of nights and you will find your way.

A Notion on Love... "But we were supposed to be together?"

A notion of Love found and love lost

- True love never leaves!

It’s true what they say, that nobody can take away the past, what you had with someone, the memories, the moments, they are yours and forever always will be for as long as you remember them.

I guess we all meet that one person in our life that takes a piece of you when it’s all said and over, they imprint you, mark you and perhaps even change you… But it is important to not lose the time that we have for the time that we had.

For a long time, I spent holding on to what was, scared of what could be if I was to open that part of myself to another - Love is about trust and vulnerability, and we often find ourselves questioning, finding yourself comparing everyone to that one.

It’s not fair to put that level of expectation on to anyone,  to always be doubting, surely to be who they are and have that be enough should be enough. Who knows you may be surprised with what that rare person could bring you because everyone we know right now is serving some form of a purpose - To teach us something, to show us what we want, don’t want, to see or discover something ect.

Yes, it’s true that things end, things are taken from you and things change but it is important that we allow things to be as they are instead of forcing them into what we want them to be.

You will always have those moments, they are yours ingrained deeply and with every memory you can be reminded of how you and they once burned bright… But note that when that fire goes out don’t wait forever to allow someone new to make you feel even a fraction of how they did or do.

Holding onto something or someone that is no longer here and present with you is only you, standing in the way of your own happiness, the happiness that you deserve... What if the person that you're supposed to be with has just not found their way to you yet? What if that something had to end to shape a series of events to bring you together. If something ended or someone walked away from you, they are not a part of your future, but just a reflection or a fragment of a memory that will last but only a moment in comparison because what you will create, which will last a lifetime.

Because I guarantee that with every step forward the best will always be the very best to come. Be open to surprise, to truth and to the love that never leaves you but grows alongside you.

The ones that have faith in all that you do, the ones that are not only there for the good times, but the ones that can make everything okay when things get tough. The best friends, the boyfriends, the girlfriends, the brothers and the sister, people who see you, cherish you, inspire you and will always be there for you, not the drive byes and the for the moment types.

In a world full of superficiality my wish for you is to find the truest form of love there is, and for you to be fully open to receiving it. Because Love is not rational, it makes no real sense, it’s a chemical reaction, a feeling, a knowing, and that right there is something that not many people ever get to experience - embrace and follow that feeling, that feeling that lights you up and I’m not just talking about romantic love, but friendships and the tribe you vibe with.

So many of us play it safe, stay inside the lines, conceal our truest thoughts and feelings - not many of us can be honest with others let alone ourselves… & Some hide, some are so scared of what could be that they never get up and do it or see how or what it could be.

Be honest today, and allow your over thinking mind to take the day off, step into your heart space and truly see for the first time.

Let Go!! Scorpio New Moon & Partial Solar Eclipse

With an Intense week ahead - Many things coming to the surface - going deep being honest - Hello Scorpio on Thursday 23rd on a NEW MOON & a Partial Solar Eclipse - fasten those seat belts something truly karmic is going to happen - & so i will bring you the reminders to close those doors to the past... This is the here and now, release that baggage and leave it there where it belongs in the past..Let go of the past.

So many people are scared to move on or grow because of something that happened in the past. You see people are always growing, evolving and people cannot stand still frozen in one moment… You either get on the train or you miss your chance.

Life is always happening, so when is the right time? Opportunities come and go and you will never know how great or bad things will be until you give them a go. Stop living in those negative moments, and allowing the fear of those things stop or keep you from experiencing the here, now and the future. Fear is a poison that clouds the mind, judgement and allows the ego to take control (good or bad).

Every ending is a new beginning and every beginning brings about the opportunity for something great. Everything happens for a reason even if you cannot understand why - It will all make perfect sense when the time is right. Hold on to that.

Some people see an opportunity and take it without seeing the effects it will bring to others… It’s a test, to see if what you currently have your willing to cherish or if the idea of this something new out weighs all that you have and can have. Some people give up before seeing that they were heading in the right direction of their treasure.

The truth is all of us in one area or another look out side of our self for something that seems greater than what we currently have… To only end up realizing that what you had was what you was looking for all along. Patience. Nothing happens overnight. Everything is a Stepping motion. Follow your heart, follow love, joy and happiness and you will never feel empty or unfulfilled.

Destined doors are opening and i feel like the doors are and will be closing now as we move into Scorpio. I know a lot of people are finding great partners, people are entering our life for a reason, others are going through terrible harsh and horrible break ups. The truth is you deserve more, and that other person was not giving you what you needed - it is not a loss - It is simply the right thing, you need not waste your time on something/someone who does not fulfil you. . . You too soon will find someone who wants all that you want, that yin to your yang, someone that brings balance to your life and you to theirs. Important people are entering your life, pay attention to who is around you right now. Say goodbye to the past - C'est la vie - It’s life! Forgive and move on and be open to all that newness, not for you giving up but for this is what is and you should embrace it. Those who are living in a fantasy, in there Ego self, in a selfish state they will learn and find out the hard way - but that is not you! Say yes and follow the things that bring you joy <3