Thursday, 20 October 2016

A Notion on Love... "But we were supposed to be together?"


A notion of Love found and love lost

- True love never leaves!



It’s true what they say, that nobody can take away the past, what you had with someone, the memories, the moments, they are yours and forever always will be for as long as you remember them.

I guess we all meet that one person in our life that takes a piece of you when it’s all said and over, they imprint you, mark you and perhaps even change you… But it is important to not lose the time that we have for the time that we had.


For a long time, I spent holding on to what was, scared of what could be if I was to open that part of myself to another - Love is about trust and vulnerability, and we often find ourselves questioning, finding yourself comparing everyone to that one.

It’s not fair to put that level of expectation on to anyone,  to always be doubting, surely to be who they are and have that be enough should be enough. Who knows you may be surprised with what that rare person could bring you because everyone we know right now is serving some form of a purpose - To teach us something, to show us what we want, don’t want, to see or discover something ect.


Yes, it’s true that things end, things are taken from you and things change but it is important that we allow things to be as they are instead of forcing them into what we want them to be.


You will always have those moments, they are yours ingrained deeply and with every memory you can be reminded of how you and they once burned bright… But note that when that fire goes out don’t wait forever to allow someone new to make you feel even a fraction of how they did or do.


Holding onto something or someone that is no longer here and present with you is only you, standing in the way of your own happiness, the happiness that you deserve... What if the person that you're supposed to be with has just not found their way to you yet? What if that something had to end to shape a series of events to bring you together. If something ended or someone walked away from you, they are not a part of your future, but just a reflection or a fragment of a memory that will last but only a moment in comparison because what you will create, which will last a lifetime.


Because I guarantee that with every step forward the best will always be the very best to come. Be open to surprise, to truth and to the love that never leaves you but grows alongside you.


The ones that have faith in all that you do, the ones that are not only there for the good times, but the ones that can make everything okay when things get tough. The best friends, the boyfriends, the girlfriends, the brothers and the sister, people who see you, cherish you, inspire you and will always be there for you, not the drive byes and the for the moment types.

In a world full of superficiality my wish for you is to find the truest form of love there is, and for you to be fully open to receiving it. Because Love is not rational, it makes no real sense, it’s a chemical reaction, a feeling, a knowing, and that right there is something that not many people ever get to experience - embrace and follow that feeling, that feeling that lights you up and I’m not just talking about romantic love, but friendships and the tribe you vibe with.
So many of us play it safe, stay inside the lines, conceal our truest thoughts and feelings - not many of us can be honest with others let alone ourselves… & Some hide, some are so scared of what could be that they never get up and do it or see how or what it could be.

Be honest today, and allow your over thinking mind to take the day off, step into your heart space and truly see for the first time.



Into the Mean...




Today I was reminded of how our choices and decisions literally unravel the life that we lead and will have, be that a happy one, a stressful one or a hard one. It struck me because lately, I haven’t made any big decisions, in fact, it’s been a long while since I have - The biggest decisions I make is whether or not I decide to do my morning Yoga and that In the past week I have decided to skip something I love because of work, That pretty much sums me up in general, a workhorse and it’s not that I don’t love what I do but I also work a second job to fund my dream job and I guess of late i have somewhat lost my way…

I feel like my life is about to change in some way, I can’t put a finger on it, but I just know, i feel it, something big is about to happen - and through the black shadow like fog things will get bright again and I will be faced with the biggest decision I have had to make in many years.

It’s funny how life never stays steady or the same for very long… Life catches up and things spiral it’s destiny's way of saying now or never - It is however up to you as to which way it goes, even not deciding is you deciding.

Thursday, 29 September 2016

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Sunday, 18 September 2016

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Thursday, 15 September 2016

Lunar Eclipse in Pisces Conjunct Chiron - What will it mean for you?

Lunar Eclipse - Pisces
Conjunct Chiron the wounded healer


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Okay so last year we had the super blood moon eclipse and this year we get the Harvest Moon Eclipse and totally viewable here in the UK and I think it’s the last one until 2024 that’s 8 years - The year of the Dragon!!


This year has been and is, the Year of great changes we have all been on our very own roller coaster for many years. Tomorrow for the Full Moon Lunar Eclipse it will feel very quiet being in the Sign of Pisces who has got a lot of action, what with The South Node and Neptune transiting here alongside with Chiron.


Imagine being submerged so deep underwater that you can no longer see the light, you have long lost the will to fight it because you are now unable to hide from it, with no distraction but to deal with what is being presented to you. It’s likely this has been something that you have tried to ignore or swim away from but this Harvest Moon is about to awaken you to seeing the truth and that’s what I feel this will be all about. Diving deep into the unknown, breaking through all the pain, hurts and past issues that have been injured and when you stop fighting it you will find the way out, coming out the other side feeling free, liberated.


Pisces as a sign is healing, it’s psychic and it’s super sensitive and don’t get me wrong it’s confusing for those without any pisces in their charts because it symbolises the deepest parts of the ocean, it’s unseen, it’s dark, and it’s all kinds of mystery - Just like we have yet to experience even a small % of the oceans floors most of us have yet to discover who it is we even are and what we came here to do.


This Lunar Eclipse will be about releasing something, something big in your life, it’s the closing of a door that has been long left open. I feel like this will be that pillar point of awaking, but first you have you unriddle the riddle that is being shown… What with Mercury retrograde and Neptune Retro and being as we are in the Sun in Virgo and Neptune is the ruler of Pisces - it might feel overwhelming and yet at the same confusing.


It’s when you feel like you have it all figured out and then you realise you don’t. It’s also said that the effects of this will play out over the course of the next 3-6 months as well - but for the next month pay close attention and be extra observant because things are not as they appear to be.


I have pulled a few cards for you all to have a look at go with the one that draws you in and then after take a look at your Sun, Moon and Rising sign and even the house that this 24’ Pisces Lunar Eclipse will fall in.


1=1st house/Aries, 2=2nd house/Taurus, 3=3rd House/Gemini, 4=4th house/Cancer, 5=5th house/Leo, 6=6th house/Virgo, 7=7th house/Libra, 8=8th house/Scorpio, 9=9th house/Sagittarius, 10=10th house/Capricorn, 11=11th house/Aquarius & 12=12th house/Pisces.


If you are unsure where your Sun, Moon and ASC are check out your Natal/Birth Chart at www.astro.com You will need your exact time of birth to find out your ASCENDANT/Rising Sign(They mean the same thing)




If you select your card and comment below & scroll down to reveal what your Card(S) mean for you...






Option one - Surrender and release/1st House lunar Eclipse

So you are reminded that when one holds on to something that is really not working and at that holding on too tightly to apart of your life that has no room for growth it also has no room to heal because your so set on “forcing it” by not letting go of it.

I feel like for you it’s been very clear that for a while now that an area of your life, be this romantically, relationships, work, career or life direction, whatever it may be your not happy with it.

It almost feels like for a period of time you kind of hung onto it out of fear, fear of being wrong, not getting it right, not finding something or someone better or mask an old wound… I feel like all this has done has made the situation worse.

For you guys I feel like you just have to let it go, you have to stop fighting this feeling inside of you, this pull or urge and just be open and honest enough to be freed from it. I feel like you will be liberated by doing so and you will actually allow yourself to be healed.

Reach out, pick up the phone, text, email, write a letter, put  it all down and get it all out of you and see what happens.

Option Two - Enchantment/2nd House lunar Eclipse

So for you I feel like your values are shifting, maybe you have to let something material go, step away from family expectations, be daring enough to embrace what the inner child within wants out of life and create a way to set this in motion.

For you I feel you have been a little too serious when it comes to finances, work, wealth, money, family and values… You are being asked to think back and remember when you was a child and that sense of childlike wonder and magic that you saw in the world, it’s time you get acquainted with that version of you, the verson who believed you could do anything you put your mind to.

So whatever is weighing you down in life it’s time to reevaluate it all and find a way that you can inject more happiness and light heartedness into your life, it’s time to dream, have fun - haven’t you worked hard enough what are you working for/towards anymore?

Option Three - Healing/3rd House lunar Eclipse

So for you I feel something has long being on your mind, I feel as though you need to shift your focus to what’s not right in your life, what’s wrong and release the issue all together… because as you know all things come full circle, you cannot be in an amazing state of being all the time just as the bad feelings don’t last forever either everything returns to the middle and becomes in perfect balance.

Know that whatever has caused you concern in the past will soon be healed as soon as you acknowledge that you can do just that. . . H E A L

For you maybe it’s about putting the gossip to rest, clearing things up with the facts and maybe even talking opening could really help you out.

Option Four - Serenity/4th House lunar Eclipse

So for you I feel like maybe, well especially those Cancerians out there who tend to get stuck in the past, are coming to terms with an old relationship, an old proposal, offer be this romantically or otherwise. I feel like at long last your about to be able to be truly freed from someone or something that held you captive, either emotionally, mentally, psychologically.

I feel as though you have reached a point where you have complete and utter faith that “God” the universe has your back… Although in the past there could of been concerns over partnering up, contracts, promises although I feel this time it is speaking of romantic partnerships and the kind of commitment that you are seeking…

I feel as though you know in every fibre of your being that you will end up with the right someone at some point, I feel like this Lunar Eclipse is clearing the way for this to enter, because as soon as you reach that state of inner happiness your outside/external world will follow suit - happiness starts right now you don’t have to wait any longer.


Option Five - Manifestation/5th House lunar Eclipse

So you my friends are finally starting to smell the roses! I feel like for you it’s as though your relationships (if in the 5th house), business endeavors, life direction, a sense of joy and happiness has reached a new level and you are really starting to see the rewards of this over the course of the next 6th months.

It’s clear that things are not exactly as you imagined but they are certainly fantastic and more that you could of hoped for. It is showing you that your life is changing, it has changed and you have blossomed too. It goes to show when you focus on the what and not on the who - mountains really can move.

Option Six - Children/6th House lunar Eclipse

You could be ready for this something new, infact I feel like something extra special could take place and your being told this is only the beginning… You need to be sure as to what your whole heartedly putting your time and energy into and if it is rewarding you in all the right ways.

It’s important to not neglect the inner child, but at the same time you cannot go getting disillusioned by something else what are you growing for yourself, building towards, working towards are you looking after yourself or are you letting others tell you how it is. Big things are going to take place in the workplace and it could affect your health if your not standing up for yourself and your dreams, goals and ambitions.

Option Seven - Celebration/7th House lunar Eclipse

If this is happening in your 7th house it really can point to a change in the marriage, relationship, partnerships, business or anyone that you are close to during this time.

I’m seeing positive changes for you and a much long needed change at that. This is a time of good news something is going to move you in ways you haven’t experienced before or at least in a really long time. Relationships are certainly going to be transformed during this Lunar eclipse and for the next 3-6 Months. Listen to your intuition and your own insights it really is spookley on point.

Option Eight - New Beginnings ® /8th House lunar Eclipse

So This card was reversed, It can point to that second chance, or it can point to the fact that your ready to let something or someone go. I see this as a time where something suddenly can be put on you… Lunar eclipses are harsher than the average Full Moon and in the 8th house you can be expected to be blown away by the changes and things that can take place almost suddenly and out of the blue.

Old is old and NEW in IN, work on new routines, get yourself out there, watch your health during this time and be prepared to be wowed by all the insight that you will be receiving in the coming months. IT points to new opportunities and it can happen quite quickly at that.

Side note, they say that there could be fast developments with a friend also!

Option Nine - Guardian Angel/9th House lunar Eclipse

So you are being reminded of how the things you tell yourself impact your capability to manifest all that you want in life. It’s time where something will be revealed and the harsh reality of that truth with transform you in changing these things.

For some of you, there could be fears over changes and your being told that they hear you and they are with you and this all happening just as it should be. They are also saying for some of you a powerful new belief could shift everything, it’s time to get learning, to opening your mind maybe even a move for some of you over the next 6 months. For others it’s a time where tests are over and completed once and for all but are you ready to put it into practice.

Option Ten - Study/10th House lunar Eclipse

So for you it’s about a change in status, a change in roles maybe, maybe people are seeking you out to teach them new things or maybe your inspired to expand and grow yourself in someway.

For those with it in the 10th house it can point the fact that you have what people are needing right now and the sudden turn around at first could be quite overwhelming. As long as you are learning and are open to new things all will be most beneficial.

I also feel as there is news or an offer on the way also!

Option Eleven - Emerging/11th House lunar Eclipse

So for you I feel like something is bubbling to the surface, a feeling or feelings that you have perfected at neglecting are now rising up and it will be no longer feasible to hide your true self.

Why should you, are feelings and emotions that scary for you? Your being asked to come out, to be honest, to show the world a whole other side to you, the time for hiding and being just as your friends expect you is a thing of the past, you cannot neglect what is happening and going on with you and you will be asked to face it.

Now for you it will be challenging if in the 11th house because the friendship roles and dynamics will be challenged but you need to create a true tribe, a group that actually listens, supports and uplifts you and knows you truly as opposed to the fun superficial side of things.

Be who you are and you will see who your true friends are.

Option Twelve - Self Acceptance/12th House lunar Eclipse

So there comes a time in everyone's life when you need to honor yourself more, you need to be honest with yourself, with what you tell yourself. Something in your life is about to change in a big way, this next few months will be transformative and in a way that can feel quick and you need to not shy away from this but to stand up and embrace this gift.

I am seeing an ending for you, a big turn around, a transformation and it will require you to accept who it is that you are, no more hiding, no more changing yourself to please others, no more putting everyone above  yourself… It’s time for you to blossom and become who it is that you truly are.

Your being too hard on yourself, you have come to a point that maybe that judging yourself is second nature - Let me tell you “your being too HARD on yourSELF”... Enough is enough, these negative thought patterns are only disempowering you, it’s time you see you for who you are and all the magic that lies within because you are in for a pretty intense awakening.

Honor yourself and stop being so overly critical and perfectionistic you are great as you are, and yes everyone can self improve but you need to accept yourself just the way you are right now =)



Sunday, 28 August 2016

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Saturday, 20 August 2016

Fall Relationships - Make up or Break up?



With Fall upon us and relationships entering the Make up or Break-up phase I thought it would be a good time to voice some words...

So What’s the deal with relationships this day in age…

Those that know of me know the nature of my work and I guess I find it super interesting to see the recurring themes that come through when I do my readings.

So, It’s that time of year again the summer is coming to a close and for some strange reason we all feel like we have to be in some form of a “real- action - ship”...



Everyone wants a relationship, well, okay, not everyone… But the majority especially in the western world do, but not many people know how to make a real relationship work. Why is that?

I believe that we are so “self” focused that we forget a relationship includes another person… That other person is not there for your own means and when it suits you and this goes for both Men & Women and be that if you're in a same-sex partnership or otherwise.

So yes we all want something that’s “real” something that is exciting and something that is going somewhere “real-action-ship”... but you have to be able to relate to one another, work thing through, be ready not just for the good times but it’s the bad times that define the strength of a partnership.

The Video that I shared with you is a Video by a man that seems to just get things! And everyone knows I love people who see things differently. I’m not a relationship advice coach but I have experienced enough to know what works and what does not work.


For example the “No Phone Rule”... Everyone is so glued to their phones that they allow the world to pass them by or live it online, instead of experiencing it for themselves. If you want to create something beautiful with another person, switch your device off and actually physically connect (not just for sex).

Another thing that I feel is super important is that you have your own life outside of the relationship, being glued to one another is not the healthiest kind of partnership, and partnerships require growth and if there is not much variety it slows down.

Create boundaries, it’s not about being a hard ass it’s about knowing your needs and respecting the other person’s needs also.

Communication is obviously the most important and something that I personally have been working on my entire life… Don’t be afraid to speak up and air things out. And be sure to understand your significant other's love language - we all speak it differently.

And lastly the relationship is not about yourself it’s about the both of you - remember this! If you think a relationship is about your significant other waiting on you hand and foot, buying you gifts and dropping everything at whim as soon as you call then maybe you should work more so on the relationship you have with yourself before getting into one with someone else.

Relationships in my opinion should be as fair and as just as they can be, it’s hard work, it requires time, patience and the willing to experience growth (growth is not easy). You have to carve out time, you have to consider another person, you have to be open and willing to understand things in the eyes of another, you have to choose that person everyday, it requires transparency and honesty, it’s giving and taking.

“Most” people look at relationships from a superficial perspective, as in “what can this person give me” - Do they look good, how many people want them, do they have a good job, are they needy (don’t want to have to work so hard), money can even come into the equation as well as who do they know.

Some look at relationships as something to “do” when your bored, someone that’s there to make you “happy”, someone to make you feel good when it suits you. Not many people see it as hard work, if it becomes hard it’s time to end it and move on to the next exciting thing… Everything is instant this day in age and everything is outward…

What can you offer someone? And what is it that you really need when looking at an ideal partner? Everyone is seeking the idea of a connection but not many know how to connect past the physical act of sex.

Personally speaking, you only attract someone truly fitting for you when you are happy in yourself, in the life your living and when your not actually looking for anything. You don’t look for love… It finds you!

Then comes the real work… To not allow the life you have to slip but to increase it further - not in an instant but slowly.

For those who have met their “twin Flames” (a lot of My clients have experienced this) - Remember there purpose is to help you grow at a fast rate! They really are not all they are cracked up to be and energetically speaking we are still in the Jezzabel phase it’s certainly not the time for reconnection. Focus on you for now and watch and see what happens from September 2016  through 2017 - The right kind of love will find you.

Much love x x x